grad school: a procrastination-fueled update
Since I started grad school, I sort of imagined I was doing something wrong. It was hard, but it wasn't as nightmarish as my peers described. Yeah, deadlines always got me antsy and angsty, but I met them, and I moved on. I improved with every packet--and by leaps and bounds with each passing term--but felt like I was getting to be pretty good! Surely, with how much I already have done, my thesis will be a snap! I will be praised endlessly by my advisor, but the praise will not be empty, it will be well-earned! I actually said this to my advisor before the term started: "I want you to be tough. I can take it. I want to be great, so don't pull any punches." HA. Haha. Now that I am DOING MY THESIS, I realize that I am a big ol' fool. I feel the pain of every thesis student who has come before me. I feel the sting of my own words. I got my first packet back from my advisor. And the whole time I was reading the feedback, I was thinking: "Daaaaa...