The Drawing Fee is $45 and covers Killian's time for making custom work. The amount will be deducted from your full tattoo price! However, the amount is non-refundable, so if you do not follow through with the appointment or change the concept substantially after two major revisions (which are included in the fee, because she's not a monster), you may have to pay an additional fee before we move forward. If Killian has to reschedule, your deposit is still totally valid and you will not need to do anything (because, again, not a monster).
If you haven't already, please make sure you contact Killian and have confirmed the concept and an appointment date. If you pay before confirmation, you will not be guaranteed an appointment and are essentially donating to her being alive/feeding her animals (which is totally cool! Just don't pay before contacting unless your intention is to make a donation).
If you're not sure whether or not you need to pay the drawing fee, feel free to ask! :)